It's Been a While....

Well... I know it has been a long time, but I just wanted you all to know I am alive!

I was thinking the other day about this baby of mine that is coming! HOLY FREAKING COW!!!! I am having a baby in less than 7 weeks! I am kind of nervous! I was just telling Steve last night that I am getting kind of nervous to have a C-Section. At first, I thought it would be cool to know exactly when I was going to have baby, but now - I am getting kind of nervous. Nervous to be a mom again. Nervous to be cut open again. Nervous to breast feed again. Nervous that I will screw this precious baby up! I guess I am just having a freak out day! I know we will be ok. Maybe I just over think things. I know.... I just need to...calm.... down! Deep breath... It's all gonna be ok!

Thanks for listening!